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  • lolola@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    12 days ago

    After 2 months of being on antidepressants (again) and feeling pretty great, I finally had another one of my little depressive episodes that come on from time to time. Erratic sleep, erratic diet, erratic work schedule… I even ended up crying after finishing my laser hair removal session. I mean, I cry a little bit at the end anyway cuz it hurts like hell, but I cried more than usual this time.

    On the bright side… I did get laser, so I’m glad that’s moving along still. And I got to use the weekend to recharge. Hopefully this week will be better.

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      11 days ago

      depression is a bastard, i feel you.

      how bad is the laser I was thinking that it would be less painful is it still pretty bad? Sounds like it’s worth it anyway?

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        11 days ago

        What were you thinking it’d be less painful than? It’s pretty painful for me, but not the worst thing I’ve ever felt. Somewhere in the neighborhood of touching a hot stove and stubbing a toe. I’ve heard it compared to getting snapped by a rubber band, and that’s not too far off either. Some areas are worse than others, like above the lip or around the jawline. Fortunately, it subsides a few seconds after each zap, and my technician goes pretty slowly.

        I think it’ll be worth it, but it takes a while. I did 1 session per month for about 5 months at one place, didn’t see much change, took a break for about a year, and then resumed at a new place. 2 more sessions later, and I’ve finally started noticing some obvious clear areas. But they don’t last longer than a week or so before new hair starts growing in, so I’ve still got some sessions to go.

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          11 days ago

          oh than the electrolysis sorry i didn’t complete the thought

          I was shocked at how painful the fingernail curing machine was like it stops hurting right when the concern kicks in every time!

          Thanks for sharing your experience it’s very helpful.